How time flies!

I can't believe it's been a month since I blogged! We've been very busy packing, unpacking, and trying to sell our other house. Still haven't sold our other house, but that' s okay- I think. We've been in BC for almost 2 weeks and we love it. It's slowly becoming home and I've enjoyed making it our home. I was VERY sad leaving our other house and it took me a couple of days to shake the feeling. It was my first home. I lived at home in the same house for 24 years, lived in an apartment for several years and have lived with Robert being married for 3 years. I am happy to be home!
Life has been good and I've missed nothing from the adoption journey that we were on. I so badly want a child, especially now that I have room for a 3rd person. All the nursery is packed up in boxes and they are in the room that we want to be the nursery. It's just waiting. I have no idea where or when the next chapter will begin in our lives. I have truly turned it over to the Lord. Yes, I vaguely look at options, but nothing catches my attention at the moment. Sunday was Daria's 2nd birthday, the beautiful little girl referral we turned down, in Feb. I thought about her all day and hoped she was having a special day. She'll always have such a special place in my heart. I felt at peace about her and still do. She wasn't meant to be my child. I don't understand, but again, it's not for me to understand. I'm totally in love with adoption and I know there is a reason the Lord gave me the burden when I was just a little girl.
I'm happy and so blessed!